I'll Try

this is also part of my feelings nowadays. =(
i really do hope the rain will b gone soon.






I am not a child now.
I can take care of myself.
I mustn't let them down now-
Mustn't let them see me cry.
I'm fine.
I'm fine.
I'm too tired to listen.
I'm too old to believe:
All these childish stories.
There is no such thing as faith,
And trust,
pixie dust.
I try,
But its so hard to believe.
I try,
But I can't see what you see.
I try.
I try.
I try.
My whole world is changing,
I don't know where to turn.
I can't leave you baby,
But I cant stay and watch the sitting burn;
Watch it burn.
'Cause I try,
But its so hard to believe!
I try,
But I can't see where you see.
I try.
I try.
I try and try,
To understand,
The distance in between:
The love I feel,
The things i fear,
I dearly say good dream.
I can finally see it.
Now I have to believe:
All those precious stories.
All the world is made of faith,
And trust,
And pixie dust.
So I'll try,
'Cause I finally believe!
I'll try,
'Cause I see where you see!
I'll try.
I'll try!
I'll try!
I'll try-
To fly.














i'll try to ignore.
i'll try to think nothing happen.
i'll try to stay cheerful.
i'll try not to tell anything tat cause these happen to you anymore.
i'll try not to make you guys sad anymore.
i'll try to keep it all to myself.
i know i can. =)
lesson learnt.
don't worry.