sickening camp

yesterday came baq from camp.

one word for the camp.

sucks.





i noe it would hurt ppl who work so hard for organising it.
bt i realli felt so.


the worst camp i'd ever been to.
T.T
they even force sick ppl to do everything.
it realli sucks.
they're making my sick worse.
if i continue doin all those..
i wonder when will my sick recover.
or i might just die from it.
LOL
too tired.
they'd just said they understand my tiredness.
bt they wont realli felt how tired i've been.
try being sick which wat ppl said 4 in 1
fever + cough + sorethroat + flu
and do all sorts of activity tat needs u to shout, run and RUN IN THE RAIN
they nvr noe the difficulty of breathing, the painness in the throat, the suffering of coughing, the tiredness of a sick ppl doin bumping n waking up in the middle of the night n unable to sleep again.
wth!

i dun know why i burst out crying tat midnight
tears just fall as they like.
medulla oblongata does tat LOL haha
was actually a few drops. stop.few drops.stop.
bt when i was on the way baq to the tent..
tears just flow like a river non-stop.
i stop in the middle of the road.
nobody realise..everyone just pass through me.
n meng yin actually found me crying.
thx meng yin =)


mayb i was sick.

sick of being like tat.
sick of having them acting like tat.
sick of wat they'd done.
sick of them torturing us like tat or me only who felt tortured.
sick of them complaining, see-ing their faces just make me feel so sick.
sick of the whole camp.
sick of being so tired.


none of my group members realize tat i was sick
even my frens!

they even ask why would i spoil the fun.
no one realli understand my condition.
NO ONE.


i have no strength to explain


even they knew i m sick.
wat's the point.
they forced me to do stg which i dun wan.
n pressure me wif stg.
i have no choice bt to do it on my own.
protect my own.
and i decided to go home.
i am tired of everything there.

everyone said it's hot sleeping in the tent n i felt cold
wth.




the only regret i had was i could not b with my members for the next 2 days.
oh well.
i do believe tat audrey could handle it. :)
n i bet she did well throughout the whole camp.
she roxx ya know. ;D
and to my beloved dana.
teehee. love ya ;D
nice knowing u
thx for all the caring.
and for the rest of the members.
thx for everything u guys did n the semangat u gave kay. =)



i would like to thx catherine for caring bout me.
she roxx haha ;P
eyhh her attitude in camp n in fren is like so big diff u noe
she sounds like a devil during the camp T.T
scary~
but she sound so cute when she's ur fren haha
thank you so much. love u lots. ;D
glad having u as my dear fren.
heee.
i tot no one bother as they're so busy and tired?

and thx to tat special one.
teeeheeee.
thx for those ideas of ways to make my body feel better.
LOL thx for concerning.
thx for listening to me when i was not in the mood.
thx for replying me for that short moment, i tot u wouldnt reply.
thx for everything.
u're the best!~
i realli mean it.
fyi i nvr say anyone is the best b4 T.T
u're the first n i really feel so
u're the closest to me too.
no one could b better than u do.
love.


oh ya!
haha thx mr fong for caring too ;D
haha he said rest more.
teeheee.
thx!